Every single day i thought of something that i wish to have one day but the thing that always kept me from believing myself is that i don't have the strength and i don't have the happiness that i want every single day

Have you think of something that is way over your control?
Have you dream a day without your friends?
Have you feel the pain of a heart-broken girl/boy?

Well i have. I have dream about something that i wished it wouldn't happen and i don't want it to happen ever in my life